Childhood Love

Describe an item you were incredibly attached to as a youth. What became of it?

The biggest thing that comes to mind here is the stuffed Bugs Bunny I had as a kid. I’m not sure when I got it, but it was legitimately my favorite thing in the world. I always have and always will love Bugs Bunny, and this little guy went everywhere with me. The store, vacations,  libraries. Everywhere. I recall the various stages of “well-loved” he went through. From hearty and whole, to slowly becoming more threadbare, holes in his body, the wire that held his ears up starting to poke through the fabric. Unfortunately, I do not know what became of him, but I do know I would do a lot of sketchy stuff to have another one. I’ve seen some that are on eBay and online elsewhere, but they don’t look like mine. He would have been released probably between 1990 and 1995 if anyone has any clues on where to find one… what about you guys? What was your favorite childhood thing?

Everyone Should Know

Frankly, the biggest piece of knowledge I would share with anyone and everyone I possibly could, is that YOU MATTER. In today’s world that is a message that is not shared enough. From parents/guardians who are hands-off (or hands-on in the worst way) to an educational system that tends to forget about if not outright shun those who might not be riding the top of the honor roll, this world is too quick to pick favorites. As a child of a single mother from a small town in the Appalachian Mountains, I had a foundation of care, but I knew tons of people who did not. I’m not saying things were perfect, by any means, and I could tell some stories, but there are many who had it worse. Now, as a teacher of largely at risk students, I see those kids who do not have that foundation. When children are raised in an environment where they are treated like an afterthought or a burden they cease to believe they matter. I could write and speak for hours on this, but the toughest person you know is likely that way because they have had to be. I try to approach all of my students from a place of understanding and care, because everyone deserves to know they matter. If you are having a tough day, a tough life, or if you are feeling like you have been shoved aside, please know for sure; YOU MATTER.

There are people out there who genuinely care. I am one of them. You are all always invited to reach out to me in any way you can. For those who feel they have no other options, the end does not have to come. Do not ever think your time should be over. For those feeling the worst extremes, remember to dial 988 on any phone. It is an emergency number. It is free. They care, just like I do. Reach out.

Daily writing prompt
What’s something you believe everyone should know.

Historical Memories

Well, to be honest, being a child of the 90’s I have a fairly large gathering of historical memories. The largest, of course, being 9/11/2001. I can remember the horrific feeling of helplessness I had being a young adolescent in a world that just changed in an instant. From gas and goods prices skyrocketing, to terrorism suddenly being part of everyday conversation, it was a very different world with no warning.

In addition to those things, of course, I’ve seen presidents impeached, sex scandals in the White House, the first black president, the development of smaller and smarter cell phones, the mass influx on internet users and so much more. Y2K proved to be nothing to worry about, and Halloween became less frightening than everyday life. I could go on and on….

Daily writing prompt
What major historical events do you remember?

The Measure of Success

One person I feel is truly successful would be Stephen King. King, who has worked tirelessly at his craft, has been a role model of mine for most of my life. His writing and tenacity are things I love so much about the world of horror literature. Knowing the pain and trauma he experienced both through his recovery from drug and alcohol addiction and the car accident that could have taken his life in 1999 have not prevented him from rising to the top of his field is incredible. Being a horror author myself, I often find people saying things like “you could be the next Stephen King,” or calling me the “Appalachian Stephen King,” which are compliments I try very hard to live up to. Life is all about perspective, to me, as is success. I will always feel pushing through adversity is a huge measure of success, and that is what I try to do daily.

Daily writing prompt
When you think of the word “successful,” who’s the first person that comes to mind and why?

Rules for Life

What principles define how you live?

This is an excellent prompt, and I have a pretty simple answer. I try to live by Rule Number One, and I don’t sugarcoat it. The rule is, simply: don’t be a dick. It’s a philosophy I’ve always held but I didn’t have the words for it until 2021 when my wife and I took our first cruise and made friends with the Fun Squad. One of them shared the simple words with us and it stuck. For me, as long as you are living your life without hurting yourself or anyone else,  you do you. Easy enough, right?

Being a grown up

I think the first time I really felt like an adult was when I paid off my vehicle. I got it slightly used off the lot and had paid on it for about 7 years until I was finally able to make that final payment and get the title for myself. Talk about a wild ride. But there’s nothing like climbing into a vehicle that is yours and yours alone.

Daily writing prompt
When was the first time you really felt like a grown up (if ever)?

A Million-Dollar Giveaway

I would likely have a hard time figuring out exactly what percentage to split in turn, but I would want to definitely contribute a great amount to St. Jude Children’s Hospital and another large amount to various charities and a huge portion to literary funds. There are far too many people who are still not able to read and write at a functional level in the world, and I feel that is one of the most beneficial and rewarding forms of communication and education in the universe.

Daily writing prompt
If you had a million dollars to give away, who would you give it to?

#BadMoonRising Not Your Grandma’s Bedtime Stories: Tales That Go Bump in the Night by Damean Mathews #horror #paranormal #shortstories

Today’s author is new to BMR, and he has one of the best book titles I’ve seen! He’s a self-described “horror fiend” who’s had some interesting experiences while ghost hunting. Welcome Damean Mathews! What fictional character (doesn’t have to be one of yours) would you want fighting by your side during the zombie apocalypse or…

#BadMoonRising Not Your Grandma’s Bedtime Stories: Tales That Go Bump in the Night by Damean Mathews #horror #paranormal #shortstories

Brands

I’m not too much on brand names for the most part, to be honest. I typically do like wearing my band merch, so with their brands (typically AC/DC since they’re my favorite) I can be a stickler. I do love a good pair of Converse Chuck Taylor high-tops, so that’s probably my biggest personally worn brand. I’m a fan of Coca-Cola, but also Pepsi and others, so I’m all over the place.

Daily writing prompt
What brands do you associate with?

Stephen King’s Rage

As a lifelong fan of Stephen King, it is my mission to read everything the man has published, naturally. I’ve been on that track for quite a while, but the main book that has eluded me for much of that time is the one book King himself doesn’t want the world to experience. Given today’s climate and the subject of the book itself I had been understanding of that idea, since he is (some would say ironically) a huge supporter of human rights and simply being a good person. I still have not been able to purchase a copy of this book for myself, but I did get my hands on a copy so I could finally read the forbidden tale, and I have to say…. I think the world deserves to read it.

Woah, a teacher not wanting to see a book that, at it’s base description, is about a school shooting taken off the shelf? Polarizing, right? Keep in mind, also, that I am an author and a literature lover who has an extreme hatred of censorship as a whole, but kind of. Like I said, at its base description, Rage is about a school shooting. More specifically, about the shooter himself. But there is so much more to it than that.

Charlie Decker reacts to life the way he has, in part, because he has been consistently let down and crapped on by everyone he is supposed to be able to rely on. Being a teacher at two different alternative education centers I have seen this phenomenon more than I ever thought possible in such a small community. More often than not kids are being let down by everyone they know. They are being abused, disrespected, and not being given the love and guidance that is a parent’s obligation. Which is exactly what Charlie Decker dealt with.

While Decker did have his moments of abuse and neglect, he was also very obviously suffering from not only the social pressures of being a teenager, but I heartily believe he was suffering from mental illness as well. Charlie kills two teachers in the school a couple of weeks after striking another with a wrench, causing him considerable damage. There is no doubt he was a school shooter, and before the term was used in conventional conversation. His crimes, however, were small in comparison to even some of the smallest of real world attacks in this country. So how does that influence, or even potentially motivate others to take up the gun? During the late 80’s and 90’s there were multiple students who acted on feelings of anger and hatred and performed atrocious acts of school violence that were either openly attributed to the reading of King’s book or associated with it through mere familiarity.

I can completely understand being an author who has to deal with that and having to make the difficult decision to pull your work because of it. I fully support King’s decision to remove his book based on the idea that it was harmful to others, if only because it was associated with those who made poor decisions based on their own hurt. One of the bigger things in the book that I noticed, however, was the deeper meaning I associated with it. That, of course, is one of my favorite things about literature. We can all read the same words, but they speak to us all differently. The individual interpretation of works of art can not only be different from person to person, but one person going back to a familiar work might resonate with it differently based on maturity and changes of life and attitude. I can’t honestly say what I would have thought of Rage if I had read it ten or even 20 years years ago, but I do know that now it speaks to me in a very specific way.

The book itself, to me, is not just about the fact that Charlie comes into the school with a gun and uses it. It is about the fact that he poses no real threat to his classmates. He sits down and speaks to them. What’s more – they listen. Each and every student in that room understands Charlie – save one, of course. Decker is a boy who has been dealt a crappy hand, and he doesn’t make great choices. But he is real. He is relatable. Once he sits down and really levels with his classmates many of them open back up in the same way. We learn that all of their lives are not only connected, but that many of them have judged or been judged by their peers based on public or personal opinion. Several of them discuss their own hardships and come to understand Charlie’s point of view and why he has done what he has done. If they can’t agree with his decision to shoot their teachers they can at least see that he has enough hardship in life that it has taken him through avenues that are not totally unfamiliar to them.

I think that is the most important thing to look at for this book. These students bonded with the shooter in their midst because each and every one of them have been through some of the same horrible situations. It goes to show that everyone in the book itself is an example of how we can all react differently to any stimulus. That, in my opinion, is the real genius of the book. King presented us with a story that, yes, can be taken as offensive due to Charlie’s actions. But what book can’t? King has been through an extensive list of people, creatures, dimensions, and aliens intelligences that have massacred people in enough ways to supply the writers of even Game of Thrones with some new ideas, and we still return to his work. Because he gets it. He’s real. he gives us the honest truth about the world and the crappy humans that inhabit it.

Like I said, I respect his decision to want Rage off the shelves. No creator wants to think of their work contributing in any way to something and horrendous as an act of domestic terrorism and violence. But the strength and openness in the book are among the best pieces of helpful literature I’ve seen in a long time. As a review, I have to say that I highly recommend the book. Charlie Decker is to the world of the misunderstood and abused what Holden Caulfield is to the disenfranchised youth of the world. Any student familiar with the feelings of anger and neglect associated with an abusive, addicted, or absent parental figure can gain some real insight on how not to act based on Charlie’s tale. Until the world, this country in particular, comes to the realization that violence is not the solution to their problems, I think books like Rage both do and do not have a place in popular culture. Think of it like Schrodinger’s cat. A kid who never opens that book might still walk into the school with a gun and do horrible things. But the student who reads the book and truly makes an effort to understand it may have a chance to think about his or her actions a little longer. They could see the results of Charlie’s ordeal and understand they just have to hold on a little longer, just power through for a little more time. It could be the difference in another act of violence, or a true act of peace and restraint based on knowledge.

“Peace sells, but who’s buyin’?” -Megadeth